Sunday, November 14, 2010

Carry the Traveler

Dear Friends and Family,

John passed away peacefully early this morning. 

I have so much to say, but can't find the words now, so I will just post his.  I'm not sure exactly when he wrote this.  I found it this afternoon as I was beginning to feel the impact of the huge, empty space that his big personality once filled.  It gave me comfort.  

Be like water

I would like to be like water,
travel all around, go underground,
rise to the sky, see the world,
swim with the dolphins and whales,
save a thirsty soul,
pour off a sweating body,
fly to the sky,
dance with lightning and jam with thunder,
then drop like a rock in a hail of joy,
cover the earth with the
white pureness of my spirit,
feed the flowers and the trees,
carry the traveler,
never wanting, just being.

 

37 comments:

  1. We are parched and left thirsting without you John. Peace be with now and always. Thank you for sharing yourself and your words with us.

    Love from your neighbors and friends,
    Craig and Janice

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  2. Dana, I'm so sorry for your loss, never met him but what a great man he was..take care. Hugs Cory

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  3. dana...sending many warm thoughts and prayers to you and the boys...(((HUGS)))

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  4. dana...sending many warm thoughts and prayers to you and the boys...(((HUGS))) Terri Messina

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  5. Good bye John. As a fellow cancer partner and friend, I am saddened by your passing but hope you are at peace now. God loves you and I will attempt to carry on and give respect and humilty to those of us who are still here. I am sorry Dana. I am so sorry to all those who knew John too.

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  6. Dana and family- What a great loss...I am so sorry. John fought the fight for so long and never gave up. His poems, blogs, and thoughts along his journey lifted US and now it is time for us to send him on his way in peace, with love, and memories forever cherished.

    My love to all of you
    Debbie G.

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  7. Dana,

    So sorry to hear of John's passing. John was a man, a friend, and I am thinking, a dad and a husband that we all knew. We knew who he was and loved him for being John. I will miss him, but wlil always know him in my heart and soul. All my love.
    Randy

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  8. John was a valiant fighter to the end. Dana, you were an incredibly supportive, loving partner. The depth of sadness is only tempered by the memory of his being. To all of those we've lost and hold dear - rest my dears - take heart, until we meet.

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  9. Dana,

    I’m writing this one hour after you called me on Sunday morning and informed me about the sad news of John passing during the night. I am so sorry.

    Just a few minutes before you called me a finch had flown into one of our windows at the back of our home. I went out onto the deck and saw that the finch’s head lay limp, its little feet curled up under themselves like some sort of rigamortis had stricken the poor thing. The only sign of life I noticed was a slight blink from one of its eyes. I carefully picked up the bird and took it down the hill behind the house. I placed it on a stone that was high enough that it might give it an opportunity to gain flight if it was able to somehow recover. I left it there, lying on its side, with little optimism it would survive.

    I came back into the house. You called and I fell into a very sad state because my good friend and our ultimate Samurai had slipped away from us.

    After about a half hour, I remembered the poor finch and walked down the hill to see if there was some miracle that might show me there was at least a chance it might recover. At best, I was hoping it would at least show some signs of blinking its eyes or moving its head. Anything positive would do. As I walked up to where I left the bird, it took off and flew onto a pine tree as though it had never been harmed at all. It was a very surreal experience and I could only think of John as I watched the flight of that beautiful finch, demonstrating such tremendous strength under what appeared to be the most hopeless conditions. A picture popped into my mind that the branch of that pine tree represented John’s shoulder.

    Wouldn’t it be nice to know that John and that finch are starting a new blog somewhere about how to overcome the impossible?

    My dear friend John,

    See me stand here at true military attention
    And salute you.

    Mac

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  10. Dear Dana --

    Naturally, I'm at a loss for words. I *loved* John, even just being around him... especially on the softball field. He was a warrior through and through.

    We'll be praying for him... as well as you and the boys.

    With great sorrow,
    --Bill (and Kris) Standley

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  11. Dear Dana,
    Hoping that memories of John and his beautiful words and poems bring comfort to you and your boys.
    I'm so sorry for your loss.
    Your LLS friend,
    Cathy

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  12. John...you are my strength when I am weak. You are my guidance when I am blinded by rage. You lead me when I wander astray. You are my friend in death as you were in life. I love you and I will never forget you or your fight.

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  13. Mac, you were, as always, a jump ahead on this carry the traveler thing. the finch was just to get you to look up.

    the new title is probably already sky-written:

    Holy Cow, What Now?

    god help us all,

    pat

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  14. Dearest Dana and Boys, We wish you peace and send our love and strength to help you through this most difficult time. Be at peace, as John is, finally over the fight and at peace. We will always remember him and never forget all of you.

    With much love,
    Paul and Lisa

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  15. Dear Dana,

    I'm thinking of you, John, and your family, and hoping that time and memories offer you comfort and peace. While John and I were only briefly acquainted, I know he was a wonderful and well-loved man. His poems are deeply moving and will help keep his spirit alive forever.

    Ruth

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  16. Dear Dana

    We are so saddened to hear of John's death, and send healing prayers to you and your family.

    Someday when the time is right, I hope that you can turn this blog into a book. So much inspiration and courage here.

    God Bless

    Martha (Susan's sister)
    http://marthamillerart.blogspot.com/2010/11/passing.html

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  17. I am so sorry.

    Bill from Narragansett.

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  18. Dear Dana,

    My sympathy to you and your family, and my sorrow at the loss of such an extraordinary spirit as John's. I will be forever grateful that our paths crossed, and that he shared his poetry so generously with me and others. love from Sharon Bray

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  19. Wow - so sorry Dana.
    Had no idea. Hard to conceive of John not mastering anything.
    He was so "John" when I stopped by last October.
    John is water now. He is all things. And wherever he is, he is playing full out.
    Peace
    Eric Townsend
    - please let me know when and where the service will be.
    Eric.townsend@imagingsciences.com

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  20. Dana and family

    My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time; you have all been through such a challenging struggle. There is nothing so painful as watching a loved one fade away, but we have to take comfort in seeing their suffering gone.

    It has been an inspiration to follow John's journey through this blog, and his poems have been awe-inspiring. May he be at peace as his journey continues. Your journey will take a new turn, and I know you will carry on.

    Sincerely,
    Trish Rybski
    triski@cogeco.ca

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  21. Dear Dana,
    We will be going to see Peter Pan on December 23rd. It will be even more sweeter and memorable because of you, Mikey and John's beautifully expressed words on life and change. So happy you have a team of love surrounding you. John is on that amazing journey now that he knew awaited us all. Love, Barb Wright
    Pacheco School ...years ago

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  22. Dear Dana,

    I can picture John being peaceful now. I hope you and the boys are able to find peace soon as well. Everytime I picture John I always smile because he was such a great guy to work for. He will be missed! Much love to you! Annie Fernandez

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  23. John was and always will be one of the greatest men I ever had the pleasure to meet, work, and laugh with. He was a true friend. I know he is at peace now but we will be forever at a loss without him. Love to his family and friends and remember how much better our lives our because we got to have John as a part of it, even if it wasn't long enough.

    Tracy & Mary Berger

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  24. Alas. And so begins a new journey for you all. My heart and thoughts are with you.

    Janna

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  25. Dana - John always had a positive comment - something to give me hope - as my husband battled this terrible disease. My heart absolutely goes out to you!!!

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  26. Amparo and Gerardo12:29 AM, November 16, 2010

    Dear Dana, Junior and Mike: I kidded your John about his poetry adding a verse to his poems, but this one is perfect, nothing to say ,just a small catholic prayer.

    Amparo and Gerardo

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  27. Dana and Family-
    I just found out about John's passing and the size of the hole left in my heart can not be expressed in words, however I know you all have a bigger hole left in yours. I'm so glad that John had a chance to meet and hold Sierra, a moment that I'm sure she will not remember, but an energy I'm sure will last her a life time. There are many people who impact the people around them, however very few who have such a positive and profound impact that John had. He will be missed, but always remembered.
    Much Love,
    Ben, Eve and baby Sierra

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  28. I only got to know John briefly when we worked together on a readers' theatre production of "12 Angry Men" this pasy Jan/Feb, but he seemed like a great guy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and the family.
    Peace & blessings .....
    Rev Curt Miner, SLO UCC

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  29. Dana,John and Mike,
    I am so sorry to hear of the long suffering and final passing of your dear husband and father. John is by the big ocean and sky and at peace. It is not the time we spend on this earth but what we do with it and in it. John did a lot in the time he had and tried his best always to live life to the fullest.
    I was so happy that
    I saw him in Aug 09 at Micheala and
    Damien's wedding and gave him a hug and kiss on the cheek and told him I loved him. What a great gesture of love that he was able to travel all the way up there and marry them!
    I knew John since a little girl growing up in
    Warwick. My brother Mike hung with John, Earl and Paul, Kevin and others and I remember them coming to the house often on Norwood Ave.
    I was truly inspired by John's fight and strength and words of courage to help others on his blog.
    Matt and I send you sympathy and courage and love in the days ahead.
    Love, Marian Farris (Mike Beauchemin's sister up in Grass Valley, CA

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  30. Mrs. Fiore
    We just wanted to say that we are thinking about you and your family at this time of grieving. We will keep you and your family in our prays. We are waiting patiently for your return to Sinsheimer so that we may give you lots of BIG HUGS. We miss you:)
    Your student Abbie Phillips and family

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  31. Fair well and happy universial travels John. You went out like a Loin as all who knew you would attest.
    I am sure part of your"Gaspee Patriot roots"
    had a lot to do with that. There are many here
    in RI that will carry a part of you with them forever. Always alive in our hearts.
    My deepest condolences to the entire Fiore family.
    Time will help dull the pain of loss, but fond memories will warm your hearts forever.
    God Bless
    Steve "Willie" Wilson
    formerly of Gaspee RI

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  32. All I can think of is the line from Lonesome Dove: By God, Woodrow (insert Fiore here) it’s been one hell of a party.

    To all of the Fiore/Ward family may you treasure always the memories of John. My deepest condolences.
    Lisa "Manitouboo" Stevens

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  33. holy cowboy, manitouboo, you done it again, perfect.
    X

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  34. This is John's brother Frank. I was fortunate enough to be by John's side at 4:30 AM that Sunday when he breathed his last. But, funny thing is, I had the feeling he was already out there, making the early morning rounds to give a fare-thee-well to all of you, his beloved friends and family. I had wanted to write a poem about John, but did not how to say it. This pretty much came all at once as if directly from John. Obviously he had read Mac's posting too.

    John’s New Groove
    As revealed to his brother Frank

    I’m right here my dear, not far, yes I’m near
    I’m hugging you hard, a warm kiss on your ear
    We have nothing to fear and it’s all now clear
    What was present is past and the future is here.

    Like the little bird you thought was dead
    I just flew to that tree instead.
    I can run I can fly and I now know why
    There’s a bigger world out beyond the sky

    I can now move and it just is proving
    That the love you gave is keeping me grooving
    There’s no pain in my brain, my hip is zip
    And my Spirit is doing a big back flip

    All the pain we felt, a solved mystery
    Yes even history is now history
    You’ll be happy to find it all turns out fine
    And what’s breaking your hearts is joy in no time

    Yes I’m dancing and singing in the rain
    So don’t cry for me, I’m done with the pain.
    I am all around, there’s no need to grieve
    I‘m in the air in every breath you breathe

    I’m in the water and the towering trees
    I can go way out past the galaxies
    Though your body will go it will set you free
    And we’ll sail together through eternity.

    Thanks!
    8:59 PM

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  35. Hey Johnny is David. It matters not who reads this. Its just me letting you know that I still reminisce about those years we lived together in school. Nobody enjoyed life more than us. Talk about colorful characters we were. Miss you pal.

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    1. Hey David, I just saw this comment and wanted you to know that he reminisced frequently about your adventures together. I know he loved you.

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